HORIZON....!!!!

It seems so near, still so far!!!!  Now I see it in front of my eyes..It is so near that I can go and touch it with my hand...... But when I go near, the truth unveils. It is far....very far.....!!!! I can never touch it...feel it with my hands. I keep walking meters, kilometers, miles, days, weeks, years, decades, entire life....still  don't reach there. All I get is an illusion- Illusion of it being very near.

I keep trying, for I have hope- HOPE IS THE ROPE WHICH HELPS US CLIMB MOUNTAINS. I travel in different directions, make deductions, try to draw conclusions, search for new ways and means to reach. I also get a perception that it is almost within my reach. I even reach there.....almost....and then face the reality......horizon is still away..far away.......

I keep wondering- why don't I ever reach there, in spite of trying so hard??? Is my approach wrong? Is the path in which I am walking, wrong? Is my vision in appropriate? Or is horizon too difficult a goal that I am aspiring for? Should I aim for something less?  Should I aim for a small window in the sky? Or only a small cloud? Or a handful of land?

But...........How do I control my high flying aspirations? How do I prevent the flapping of the wings of my dreams? How do I ask them to unlearn to fly, something which they have ben doing since the day I opened my eyes? How do I restrict the flight of my dreams which aspire for nothing les than horizon????

I understand that Horizon is tempting.. It  lures many.......It always was and is the coveted dream of many..including me....!!!!!!

 Each person has a diferent definition of Horizon..So do I.  Irrespective of the varied definitions, every person wants to reach there..THE HORIZON......!!

Is it too much that I am asking for? Is Horizon such  precious and expensive a prize that I can never achieve or accomplish?????